an instagram caption

i am limited by my choice of medium. every time i attempt to portray an emotion on this platform, i find that i can never properly re-create what i wanted to show in the first place. i can’t take a photograph that adequately explains the feeling of a september breeze on my freshly cleaned skin after two months in bed. i can’t melt my moods into an instagram caption.

though i have tried, no medium has ever consistently served me as well as my writing has. any attempt to sit down and compose music has, with few exceptions, ended in despair. i need not mention my inability to draw or paint. putting words on to paper seems to be the only suitable manner by which i can explain my emotions—and, i might add, it brings with it an inextricable sense of connection to my past and to other writers i’ve admired which i haven’t been able to find any other way. echoes of my betters.

no amount of cropping or application of the right filter can communicate as exquisitely the feeling of a commute into the city every single morning—where, underground, it’s always dark—as the use of no less than two hundred words.