social media

please let me write a tweet in a language nobody else knows

i want to shout and sob

without letting anyone know how ruined i am

i am overwhelmed with panic and my hands begin to shake

the blood running through me goes cold

when i see your face on a list of followers

private account, hidden, behind tinted glass

my hands are shaking

i hate to see how much your hair has grown

your smile—after all this time—still makes my stomach hurt

and the back of my head feels light and heavy at the same time



get the fuck off of my feed.

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